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累问左
什么东西是最珍贵的
左说
得不到 已失去
是最珍贵的
累摇头
难怪左还如此不悟
最珍贵的是周遭最美的幸福
应该珍惜身边有的人
左完全不明白

海滩的前面
小惜每一刻都尽量避开左的视线
左不经意的打招呼
累在旁边百般无奈

累的表情明显暗示左不要再纠缠
左没get到
左就是夯货
一定不懂任何暗示
累也不懂该怎样

然而
小惜还是一如往常的
与世隔绝
无奈的没有人帮到小惜
一群扯狗腿的色狼仿佛虎视眈眈
累 或许会伸出暴力之手相救
只是或许

左不会母语
左的状况就像过了期的巧克力牛奶躺在冰箱里
可惜
但左自己也不想
奇怪 左并没有想积极的去 帮助自己

而小惜
就像
过了期的草莓棒棒糖
惹来许多自己不要的蚂蚁
在很多之间忧郁自己
但忧郁的犹豫已经让它们有机可乘
虽然小惜觉得自己已经麻痹

累还在等那场雨
还在等累人生里的七个奇迹

屁啦…
累的第七章…

7

所以，在我们面临会考的当年，

就在我努力表现自己的当年，

在我很努力用工读书的那一个月，

很努力表现自己，自以为打遍天下的那个时候，

她交了个男朋友。我的学长。高高帅帅的。驾车技术比我好一百倍。是所有少女心中的梦想。



［对不起。］她。

［不用对不起，你从没应允过我什么。］我。

［对不起。］她哭了。

［不用对不起，有些事，一开始就已经决定好了，努力是没有用的。］我强忍着眼泪，不让眼泪掉下。

［对不起。］她一直哭。

［不用对不起，不是这样的，不是这样的。说对不起的人应该是我。我很努力了，但是我想我追不到你了。我真的追不到你了。］我的眼泪还是划下了。

［对不起。］她还在哭。

［不过我想告诉你，有些事，是亿万年也不会改变的。我永远都在等你当我的新娘子。我永远都喜欢你。］我学着成熟的对白，把眼泪完全埋在心里。










那晚，下着雨。

我的心，很痛。






却，也很感动。








雨，就在挂电话那刻，很乖的停了。

6

I have 5 years


1 year for my first target

3 years for my 2nd target

and 5 years for us to be together

p.s I Love You

5

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warmed over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers intwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me.

We got older and I should have known
(do you feel alive)
That I feel colder when I walk alone
(Oh but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay (Bombs away)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home.

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower baum perfume
All my clothes smell like you
Cause you're favourite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I'm on my own
(do you feel alive)
Yeah but frankly I still feel alone
(Oh but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home.

If my heart was a house you'd be home.

4

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

P.S. Love MANDY Vanilla Twilight

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最好的我

Hey 好久不见 重记得你钟意听
不如不见 记得以前和你分享我的担心
烦恼还有我的骄傲
但现在我们之间却变得越来越有礼貌
When we broke up
你的朋友一定拍手说好
现在你身边的他们大概都不喜欢我
但是我还是我 我还一样地活
The reason why 我决定离开
There is Only One Reason
Why Coz I know you deserve better and more
没了我大家信不过的那个星座
你一定要好好生活 别想太多
为什么我写了这首歌 只想用心对你说
I love you and I still do I love you now
But now as a friend
我知道当我离开世界的那一天
But It is just in a different way if I may
Hey Be sure I know you used to love me more (appreciate)
你一定会 流泪 在我的照片 前面
and I do the same
now coz I watch you man
coz you have always be like my family to me
这不是秘密
但是你身边仍没有 几多人知
流过的泪 说过的话 仍在我心中
虽然已经失去你
以后如果在街上碰到你和你心爱的那个谁
吾好闭 我会微笑 带礼貌 地欣然面对